About: An Attempt At Self-Explanation

You would think that you would actually read the blog to get to know me, but… all right! We can deal with this!

Wanderer can refer to two things:

1. My sister calls me “Wanda”, shortened from “Wanderer” because somehow I always end up separated from the big group… or end up in a separate department of the grocery store. Let me tell you, getting your name announced to the entire store isn’t as fun as it sounds.

2. My mind wanders. A ton. Not like, BAD, wander, like… randomness wandering. I think of things differently than a lot of people. Whether that’s good or not… I’m not sure.

3. I’m a loner. Really. I love people, but I also love being alone and out of my element, I suppose.

Random things that come to mind when I think “what defines me?”: Christian (sucky one, I don’t try at all… sigh), NerdFighter, Musical Obsessionist and Composer, Lover of Chocolate, Pasta and Mochi, Hopeless Romantic…

As for anything else you may wish to know, comment or something. Look below for communications!

MUSE ON!

*Cheers*

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girl4him 10.28.08 / 9pm

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girl4him 12.4.08 / 8pm

To clarify, don’t click on the little Twitter badge thing. It is badly messed up. Just go to twitter.com/ingo98
Sorry about that…
:less than three:

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Aaron 12.10.08 / 3pm

I do not understand how you can say that you are a Christian and still say the MUSE are gods. Is that not idolatry? You have a prayer to God in the beginning, and yet you call MUSE, gods? I assume in the beginning that you were not praying to MUSE since you said that you are a Christian. I also do not understand why you curse on this public blog.

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1. girl4him 12.11.08 / 11am
  
  I do not mean “gods” in a literal way… I suppose that’s not obvious. I don’t worship MUSE or hold them above God in my life. They just have impeccable skill and so on.
  I do not see anything wrong with “cursing”. No where in the Bible do the verses ever imply that I cannot say “shit” or “fuck”. I mean, that is debatable, but as far as I know, it’s absolutely fine. They don’t have it in the translations, but Paul calls himself shit in one of the books of the Bible.
  I hope I haven’t offended you too much, if you’re a Christian.
  
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girl4him 1.11.09 / 3pm

To Aaron:
I stand corrected… my Twin informed that there IS something against cursing in the Bible.
So… if you haven’t noticed, I’ve sort of stopped cursing… but sometimes I just do it anyway, cause I’m human.
Soz =/

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not it girl 1.12.09 / 10am

Twin- if you stick to what you said about guys, you will NEVER get married… I am wholly convinced that no guys will be able to tolerate me except for Gregory, maybe Nicholas, but I feel like I’m taking a toll on him so I might have to back off that friendship a little bit so he doesn’t get sick of me before I’ll be able to bear losing his friendship(if I ever am able to bear losing him)

THANK YOU TWIN! LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH! <3

p.s. you might want to rethink that whole guy doesn’t like me, end engagement thingy… XP

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1. girl4him 1.15.09 / 11am
  
  Haha, well then I can be a spinster, that’s perfectly fine with me! And you have GOT to stop thinking like that! You’re an awesome person, and you are NOT annoying! Gregory and DEFINITELY Nicholas will always be friends with you, it’ll be okay, Twin. I love you so much, Twin. =) So, SO much ^-^
  
  PPS- NEVER!!!
  
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One person I command you to read is my Twin. She's not my biological Twin, but she's way closer to me than a sister or a best friend... she's incredible! We basically have saved each others lives a few years ago and we continue to to this day. Twin is a beautiful person, she loves God and she loves everyone. I love her so much, more than she could ever know. She loves taking pictures, randomly doing whatever... she's always supported my music and she tolerates my stories! Thank God for that! Twin... if you're reading this, know that nothing could ever separate us... not land, sea, air, Satan, people, problems, life... Requirement for Husband: MUST LOVE YOU! Because I love you and that will never change.

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My second more-than-sister is Lizzie (I call her Izzy). She's a wonderful, God-centred person who had never ever left my side- not in the ten years we've been best friends! She knows just what to say and has always supported me, too. She loves sports- I mean, she loves sports! She could play basketball all day long! She has a wonderful family, and a beautiful personality... Love you, Iz.

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Third more-than-sister (actually, we're practically the same person, as we like to put it) is DeKaff. Insert hugest smile evarrrrr. We have the best music test in the world. She my Jack to the Mannequin, Dark to the Blue, La La to the Lie, etc. etc. I don't know how I've ever survived without her. Knowing that someone else out there knows what depression feels like, and knows what writer's block really feels like, and who knows why writers cry when characters die, and knows why Andrew McMahon is a flipping genius and can make a grown man cry - it keeps me sane. I love her so much... yeah, I just need light, the light in the dark as I search for the Resolution...

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And then there's God (The Trinity). My beautiful, beautiful, beautiful Savior. I would have definitely committed suicide three years ago if I hadn't known, if He hadn't been there every second of my misery, holding me tight against His being, clutching onto me whispering, "I love you, daughter, I love you". He is, was, and always will be with me, especially when I've chosen to ignore Him, when I act against Him, when I love Him, when I fall on my knees and cry out to Him... even if He chose to let my world fall apart in a moment, I could never, ever deny Him. I could never say that He doesn't exist. I could never say that He didn't love me. Because that- that would be the biggest lie I could ever tell you.

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